I don’t have any body spray on me and I can’t apply deodorant without taking. My whole top Off :|

I’m pouring out my heart oh boy.

Ima pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your fuckin head.

Lost 2 followers today…hmm.

Have you ever felt like you put all your effort into something and then failed?

- Yes.

Has the person you have feelings for ever made you angry?

- Yes.

Is there anyone you used to talk to all the time, but don’t anymore?

- Yes.

How old were you when you found out that Santa Claus wasn’t real?

- Not sure,I think I sorta always knew because I have older siblings.

Is there anything about the opposite sex that annoys you?

- Yes.Many things

Have you ever met someone and disliked them instantly?

- Yes.

Share a memory from the past 3 months that makes you smile.

- I cant think of anything specifically. How sad is that

Does it annoy you when other people try to tell you how to spend your money? What do you prefer to spend your money on?

- No one really does..Whatever I want at the time..

Is there anyone who has hurt you, but doesn’t even seem to realise? What did they do?

- Yes.

What was the last thing you touched that was green in colour?

- No idea.

Do you know anyone who is allergic to chocolate?

- Nope.

Do you use whitening toothpaste?

- I dont think so.

Have you upset anyone in the past 3 days?

- Don’t think so.

Your best friend stops talking to you without any explanation. What do you do?

- one of them has and I want her to be my friend again more than anything but im scared.

Are there any messages in your inbox that made you cry when you read them?

- Probably.

List 7 things your best friend likes:

1. They all like different things..

Are you 100% over the person you fell the hardest for?

- No.

Choose one song that reminds you of a certain time during your life, and explain what it means to you.

- Walking On Snow-Jordin Sparks. Listend to it over and over in september 2009 when I was really depressed.

Is there anything bothering you, anything at all, that you would like to share?

- There are many things bothering me but I dont want to share on here thankyooooo.

None of my friends want to do anything with me on Saturday to take my mind off Sam. Bit hurt is an understatement for real.

Legit can’t be bothered. Academic work sucks balls.

Always being let down. Things always fucking up. I am so angry to the point that I’m breathing weird right now. It’s always the same story. Why the fuck should I work around our plans if you’re just going to screw me around? You’ve been fucking up for most of my lifetime now. You’ve filled it with broken promises and im completely sick of it. I shouldn’t even be this upset and I wouldn’t be if you weren’t a constant let down in my life. And you wonder why I’m so withdrawn and quiet around you.

Would love it if people would text me back so I know what’s happening tomorrow. I mean, I still have to pack… :|

Have you ever dated someone with curly hair?

- No.

How many of the people you’ve kissed have had brown eyes?

- omg i dont know haha.As  stated in the previous survey thing,i dont take the colour of peoples eyes in.

Would you date any of your friends of the opposite sex?

- Umm.

What’s your favourite alcoholic drink?

- I’m a bit of a rarity when it comes to drinking. I don’t drink to get drunk,I drink because I like the taste. I don’t tend to like the taste of a lot of alcohol. E.g i will not do jagerbombs because they’re so cheap because i fucking hate the taste. However, I do enjoy orange and vodka,vodka and coke,vodka lemonade (singles mind) archers and lemonade anddddddd alcopops. I could quite easily be straight edge.

Who was the first person you dated? Do you still speak to that person?

- Some dude called Josh..no.

Who was the last person you took a photo with?

- My sister probabaly.

Did you watch the show ‘One Tree Hill’? If so, who was your favourite character?

- No.

What, in your opinion, is the perfect way to spend an evening?

- Whatever as long its with people you like.

Has the person you have feelings for ever seen you cry?

- No.

When was the last time you took a painkiller?

- I dont.

Who was the last person you confided in about something?

- Claire.

The last time you told someone you loved them, did you mean it?

- Yes.

The person you have feelings for tells you that they love you … do you believe them?

- No..he’s getting married……..

What did you do yesterday? Did you enjoy your day?

- Literally did nothing all day..so boring.

Have you ever cried while talking to someone on the phone?

- Many times.

List everything you’ve bought over the past 3 days:

• I havent bought anything since thursday.

When was the last time you had a conversation with a stranger?

- Tuesday i think.

How many TV’s do you have in your house?

- 5..Only 2 are in use.

The last news you heard, was it good news or bad news?

- Haven’t really had any news.

When was the last time one of your friends was angry with you?

- I think one is currently and has been for a long time.

How did you feel when you first woke up this morning?

- DESPERATE for the loo.

The person you fell hardest for turns up at your door now … How do you react?

- Shocked and tell him to come back at half 1 because i look horrible atm.

What’s the nicest gift you’ve ever received, from someone who wasn’t family?

- Natalie always used to give lovely personalized things.

What’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever said to the person you like?

- I dont know.

How old were you when you got your first mobile phone?

-  Not sure, I think I was in like year 3.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex to make you laugh?

- Dunno really.

How would you react if you found out the person you have feelings for was sleeping around?

- haha..he was. Gutted for his fiance.

Is there anything about your past that you would change if you had the chance? Why/why not?

- Many things.

Is there anyone who makes you feel jealous, even if you wouldn’t admit it?

- A few people..but thats cos i have issues.

Do you feel emotionally attached to anything you own?

- Lots of thins.

How exactly are you feeling right now? Is there anything wrong?

- I cba to hoover,its too hot. I wanna know the plan for tomorrow. I dont like that its the last ever week of college and i probably will cry.I wish some of my friends would show me a little bit more appreciation.

Oh and study too -.-

And hoover
And shower
And find out the plan for tomorrow.